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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Don't grownups understand that everything you say to a child goes straight to their hearts? They have no defenses yet.

I'm so sorry for your loss Jessica.

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Thank you xx

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"I wish one man in my life had seen me as a human being and not a series of disappointing body parts." This sentence made me cry.

I hope you learn what the birds meant, please share if you do. Birds are messengers.

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Brutiful ❤️

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Thanks Lizzie xx

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This is gorgeous. Defiant and tender all at once. Thanks for sharing.

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Thank you so much Asha x

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Oof...breathless! And this: “I didn’t want to be there, I didn’t care about you, I still don’t, although I wish I did.” - Like a story all on its own🖤

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Thanks Cassandra!! <3

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

I remember being so proud as a teenager when my grandfather told me women were beautiful in one of two ways: either striking because of the way their features fit together, or arrestingly beautiful, and that I would be the latter. I am so thankful to teach my teenage daughter what a load of BS all that kind of talk is. ❤️

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Damn. I'm glad your teenage daughter has you <3

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My heart is aching in the best way possible. That’s what your writing does to me ❤️

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Thank you Stephanie! You know the feeling is mutual!!

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Oh, Jessica, how I love your writing. Your fierce independence and integrity are admirable and although I am much older than you, I am empowered by your perspective and encouraged regarding the future of humanity when I read your words. Keep on shining that light. ❤️

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Thank you so so much <3

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Such a heartfelt piece. My Italian grandma always asks me on the phone “how are you? are you beautiful?” As if they were the same thing…

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Damn. That hits

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

I so get this, everyone has an opinion, wear it up, wear it down, wear it natural, wear it straight and no matter what you do, someone (particularly someone you are related to) thinks you should have done it the other way. The thing that I am (slowly) coming to realize is that I have to do what feels good to me because I’ll never make everyone happy so I may as well just make me happy. Your writing is a great reminder to all of us that we are not a sum of our products, but full people that exist wholly in our bodies whatever those bodies and features look like.

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I love that reminder <3

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Best money spent in months, upgrading to a paid subscription for your wonderful writing. I've been slowly going back to read all your past posts but today's piece really wrenched my emotions.

Thank you Jessica.

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Ahh thank you so much Tascha!!

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Oh my,

If only those who wielded so much over us when we did not understand, we’re still around when we did?!?!

Thank you so much for this glorious window into you and into a culture that does not know what to do with itself.

By culture, I do not mean Italians, I mean people in America who are doing their best to fit in.

Our wounding goes back through so many generations. They too were hurting.

Do we ever get to the center of the tootsie pop?

I hope so.

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It's so true — so many generations of pain.

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Whoa. Powerful, evocative and beautiful. And I'm sorry he made you feel less-than.

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Thank you Tracie x

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Shit, man. This is good.

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Thank you <3

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Wow. Thank you for this, Jessica. ♥️

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Thank you for reading xx

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

it's not you, it's the Avian flu -- but also, symbolism

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I mean... yes

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Mar 27, 2023Liked by Jessica DeFino

Gorgeous writing. Thank you so much!

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